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[Hydrona]

AMAZING! These are beautiful!
I can't play flute, only a bit harmonica. Although I have a native American pocket flute..
All is well with me, thank you
Got a gift from my dad, who is back from vacation with his wife.
They went to their usual location, Rhodos in Greece.
I saw them today and they gave me a necklace with a silver wolf pendant!
I don't know, but he knows something about me. Maybe because I post my drawings on Facebook, which are mostly wolves. Or he really knows it, or at least suspect something.
I'm happy! It's been 10 years since I discovered my wolf side. 10 years of hiding it from my dad.
And now, he's about to find out. One day I'm going to tell him

[the Earl of Whirl]

You made those flutes?  Very good!!!  I learned recorder for school decades ago but I still play it on occasion.  There are some hymns they work with quite nicely and I can play along with the congregation here and there.

[Bill Wells]

You made those flutes? 

Yes, I made them. One of my passions is woodturning. But music is still something I will have to learn. I thought if I made a flute, I would learn to play it. Haven't done the second part yet. I gave one of the flutes to my wife as a Christmas present, she is mucically gifted.

[Hydrona]

Hello folks,
I've got GREAT news!
I found a 'new' forest! And even greater, it's owned by my grandparents !
Actually, I knew of that forest, but I thought it was almost impossible to get into because of the tall grass and weeds.
Years ago, me and my family planted trees there. It was once a meadow, also owned by my grandparents.
They decided to make a forest there.
I went there twice this week. In the past I actually never entered. Just looked at it.
But now I went in, and to my surprise, it is better than I thought! There's almost no tall grass, just weeds.
My lover had this great idea to bring a pick-nick blanket with me, to sit on.
I actually have one, waterproof and very light. I can easily get it into my bag, together with my water bottle and some dried meat. I will have a great time there!  It's a small forest, but I can shift peacefully there.
It used to be a meadow, but there is a curve, where I can go 'around the corner'. Out of sight.
It's even better than the pine woods I used to go to before it got the sign : private no trespassing.
Although it wil not stay green in winter, it's going to be my favorite place!  In winter I can track animals and study their paw prints.
And the best thing is: no one can or is allowed to close the forest, except my grandparents.
Even if my grandparents die, the forest stays in the family. My uncle takes care of it.
For me, no worries!  Although I'd kept shifting all this time. I'll adapt. I always do.
I used my room for shifting. But it's better out there in nature. To connect.
Now I can!
I'm so happy! 
Many thanks to all of you!
Have a great day everyone!
Warm greets
Jolien

[the Earl of Whirl]

So glad to hear you found a “new” forest!!!  Terrific

[Bill Wells]

Good news, Joliene. I quite understand.

[Hydrona]

hello folks,

I made a small video for 'howl at the moon day'. got this crazy idea a while ago.
I know its a bit too early but I wanted to share it 
just mixed all my wolf howl imitations to 'create' a howling wolf pack .

[Jeremy McCreary]

Fun video! My calendar is marked.

Here's a thought: As you all know, in space, no one can hear you scream. So for all we know, the moon could be howling at us, too.

Or laughing.

[the Earl of Whirl]

If we howl with a top spinning in our hand we might get this out of the NSTR section!!!

[Hydrona]

If we howl with a top spinning in our hand we might get this out of the NSTR section!!!

Don't give me ideas! I might actually try it!

[Hydrona]

Hello folks,
Hope everyone’s alright?
I’m doing great!

Lately I’m leaning more towards ‘dog’ than ‘wolf’ during my shifts.
That does not surprise me at all, cause my ‘dog self’ is not new.
My soul, I believe , (and once told me by a shaman)is a (partly) canine soul. So in other terms, I can feel both wolf and dog inside.
They are both canine .
The dog I feel inside is a bit wolf like itself. A German shepherd dog.
I’m not sure why , but I feel AMAZING! I can ‘let go’ much easier during my shifts, when ‘dog’.
Maybe it’s because of my personality.  I work hard, and I love it! Most people call me multi-functional.
Sometimes when with my lover, I fetch sticks! I Just love it when I don’t need to think too much.
Like my mom says, it’s like meditation . that is how she sees it when I tell her about it.
Everything seems to fit better. To be honest , there was a time that my wolf self was a curse to me..
And then, I (re)discovered my dog self.
to be honest, I'd rather be playing fetch with the people I love, than be a wild animal ,hunting for its own food..
rather on a leash  close to my people, than running free and get shot by hunters.
in short , I  enjoy shifting mentally into a dog . and I love my phantom tail !

Just wanted to share this.
Ps: yesterday I practiced my barks.




have a nice halloween everyone!

[Hydrona]

edit: wrong video. I corrected it.

[Hydrona]

Hello folks,
I'm doing well lately.
Also spinning tops again! And personal things are sorted out now.
I rediscovered my second animal self : a fox.
Long story short : the wolf shifts were a curse in the past. when years ago I was lying in bed, and thought about the wolf shift coming up and dominate me again. Then something happened and I found myself shift to fox.
That was the most amazing and happiest moment of my life!
It's been years, but my fox self never left me ever since. Just stayed in the background.
But as I mentioned before, I believe now that my soul is 'generally Canine'.
I think my negative thoughts were poisoning my wolf self. I was pure running on 'survival'. No fun.
I'm happy that I can shift mentally to fox again! A whole lot of fun now.
I'm enjoying life again. I enjoy the moment, and when falling asleep, I shift, looking forward to the next day.
I keep a diary of my shifts and the like. All those years. I type it on the computer, then print it out.
'cause I don't like writing...
Just wanted to share this with you all.
So happy to have you great folks here!

Ps : my YouTube channel is growing! Having 109 subscribers and lots of views on my spin top videos !
It's all thanks to you all!  I couldn't have done it without the folks here.

Many warm greets
Hydrona

[Bill Wells]

I rediscovered my second animal self : a fox.

Good to hear from you this new year, Joliene. Thanks for sharing
So dog is out in favor of fox? Although I have nothing against dogs, they are not my favorites. Foxes, however, I consider one of the most intelligent animals. I love foxes.

And good to hear that your "personal things are sorted out now". I'm likely old enough to be your grandfather. "Personal Things" will always arise throughout our lives. We all need to learn to deal with them in a considerate way that protects your well being. 

Best wishes for 2022.
Bill

[Hydrona]

I rediscovered my second animal self : a fox.

Good to hear from you this new year, Joliene. Thanks for sharing
So dog is out in favor of fox? Although I have nothing against dogs, they are not my favorites. Foxes, however, I consider one of the most intelligent animals. I love foxes.

And good to hear that your "personal things are sorted out now". I'm likely old enough to be your grandfather. "Personal Things" will always arise throughout our lives. We all need to learn to deal with them in a considerate way that protects your well being. 

Best wishes for 2020.
Bill

Hi Bill,
Thank you!
Best wishes and a healthy and happy 2022 to you too!
To be honest, my dog self is still present. But I love my fox self!
I'm both to be exact. To be honest, I never liked dogs. I even looked down on them when my wolf self was present. All that changed when I shifted mentally to German shepherd dog!
I have al lot of fun with both my fox and dog self! Although I am proud to be a fox inside.
As a dog, I want to protect my family. As a fox, well.. Just want to be in the woods and with my partner. And to scan the area with all my senses.
Foxes are said to mate for life. My lover is everything to me.
We are a couple now for 7 years!  Before that, we were best friends at school.
Going to have breakfast now. Wishing you a great day!
Warm greets
Jolien