Hello folks,
A few days ago I went out for a good walk. I live in the country, and there is plenty of places no one comes.
I had a fantastic time! During the walk, I felt my wolf self come out as a phantom shift.
When I was sure no one was around, I howled out. A few minutes later, I came across this lady and her dog.
The dog knew somehow, and was looking at me like 'what the hell are you?'
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Maybe that dog heard me howl.
But the best thing : I did not stop the shift. It did not stop when I encountered that woman with her dog.
FINALLY!
No one can see, so why did I always pull back the shift when I came across someone ?
It was instinct. I just needed to make that switch, well, switch.
I was so happy! No more losing my shift and start all over afterwards.
Even if most of my family doesn't know about me, I'm still loving and protecting them.
Just like a real wolf would do. And I thought finding a pack! I already have my pack.
My lover, family and friends. Me and my lover are together for 7 years now.
He knew about it before he fell in love with me. He loves me and accepts it. Actually, he likes it, me being a spiritual werewolf. And I'm happy he's not like me, to be honest.
Someone needs to keep watch over me
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Altrough I have a great control, and never 'wolf out' when there are people around.
That's mental shifts only. Nobody sees the phantom shift.
Now, I can let go of fear.
Thank you all!
You all are great folks!
I'm happy to be here
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And... I picked up my spin top again today! Had a great time!
I worked hard today too, I'm satisfied.
Have a great day everyone
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Many thanks and warm greetings
Jolien